To this extraordinary day, I have relinquish any hopes or image of myself being with men. Not today, not tomorrow and definitely not ever. I am sick and tired of always being hauled with heart-aching events over and over again. I refuse to be anyone's welcome mat where they just wipe the dirt under their clean footwear which they probably step on dog poop - gross - or something. I mean every break up, 'where did it went wrong'. Well, no more of that. I resent the idea of feeling pathetic and helpless. Im gonna be that motherfucker no one dares to bullshit with. (Excuse my french) Although, I'll die a little inside when I see my friends being really sweet with their boyfriends, but that's alright. Im happy for them. Im not turning lesbian if that's what you're thinking, Im just choosing the path where Im playing safe. I like this feeling, it's comforting. Light hearted and care free. *sigh*
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