#16

Have you ever felt as if like the whole world is trying to pull you down? So down until you can barely breath? So down until you can barely stand on your own two feet? So down until you are gasping for air? Sigh. Sometimes, I shut myself down whenever im sad. Because at that time, to me, what's the point of socializing? What's the point of being friendly when people tend to think that you're a bitch for doing that? What's the point of being nice when people would just take advantage on you? What's the point of letting your guards down when people would just break your heart at the end? What's the point of trusting people when they would just betray you? 2011 taught me that the social networks are fun but very deadly. Rumors can be spread. Unwanted pictures can be seen. A lot of pointless dramas can relight here. So I need to have a limit for myself. Wait, I need to have a limit for everything.